Tired of cynicism. All this time you've been just pretending... I'm not your stupid toy, and I'm not like you. When somebody hurts, throws me away... I can't forgive. I won't forgive her or anybody like her. Never. Never. And you're also funny. You want me to stay smiling while you laugh at me. Do you really wanna learn something? Learn how to be a decent friend. That's all you need. I can't trust you anymore. I'm sorry. I have to release all of this from me. It's sad, but you're who makes me feel aloner than anyone else. It's really sad. You say you care about me. You say you don't want me to feel bad. You don't want me to reaction as I did. You should know me. You should know me. Never, never again. You're becoming such a sad mistake, just like her, just like him, just like I hate. Open your eyes: You're not the perfect saint you think you are. You're always lying to me. Who the hell do you think I am? I always know what you do. I don't need to hear it. I just need to look at you. Both of you. Both of you are the reasons of my loneliness and my sorrow. You keep on hiding things away from me, like I couldn't see it. You liars... Damn liars. Cowards. You wanna do something good? You just keep on telling yourselves that your personality does not allow you to be human. Get it. I'm tired of all of this. I feel you're going to kill me soon. I'm dying, slowly, but I'm dying... And in front of your damn eyes. Can you see me? Yes, I'm bleeding, and you just stay on watching me without opening your mouth, without moving. Stay with her. I don't care. I won't need you as you don't need me. But remember that I won't forgive or forget.